it has been quite long time that i din update my blog.It is because the medicine which given by doctor are too strong.It made me keep feeling sleepy and therefore i slept quite early everyday...due to this reason,i disappear quite a long time no matter in msn or facebook...there is something that troublesome me and i cant make any decision..should i take external exam next jan?i dun think that i am able to do it..and my condition now not allow me to do it...actually,there is nothing to think about because i just recover 60 % only...i just hope that 18 of december is the last day that i need to see doctor and i am fully recover by the time...ok..well..nvm..how also i have no choice..i can use long time to prepare but once i decide to sit in the exam hall,i am sure that i will pass the paper and get a nice band..i know i will slower than a lot of my frens but it is ok..i just have to compete with myself..In this world,there are so mny ppl better than us..it will be so tiring if we keep comparing with others but it doesn't mean that we are loser.nobody is loser unless they give out themselves..i decide that i just concentrate on my studies and enjoy my uni life with activities..i believe that those experience will be helpful for me on next time..and it will also be a memorable experience for me...i dun wan that my uni life just pack with exams and there is no fun for me...i am not the one who can just face with books and exams..there is many ways to improve ourselves and it is not just with flying colours in test paper..but i know that i have to improve myself in mny aspects..now,i just have to rest well and recover in a short time...